-hacks everywhere- I'm developing a cough.
But anyway.
...I'm really only posting up another journal because I'm bored as fuck. <<
...I've lost the urge to write anything. It really sucks. Blargh.
Having nightmares again. The bad kind. I...actually kind of want to talk about it now, though I may say otherwise.
This gets pretty icky, so don't read if you're easily frightened, please.Well anyway, the one I had last night involved having a car accident. No big deal, I've had ones like these before. But the thing was, I'd crashed into a tree, and suddenly this tree was in a huge, dark forest.
It smelled like dead bodies.
So I was pretty fucked up from the wreck, stumbling out of the car (it was the poor Subaru) and staring around, not really seeing anything, but thinking 'Oh God, the smell, is that the smell of my own dead and rotting body?' Then I started to hear noises, and couldn't move. Things started coming out of the trees around me. Walking corpses. The flesh was falling from their bones, and I remember that it was just pure scarlet red beneath it, and some were bleeding. I remember being scared to death of their teeth; they were needle-sharp and their eyes were hollow, black, some with blood coming out of them.
The thing was, they were my family.
God, what kind of fucked up thing am I to have dreams like that?